Why I read it: I read a review of Safeword (the sequel to this book) recently at SmexyBooks and it reminded me I had this one on my TBR. I've already bought Safeword too.
What it's about (from Goodreads): From the moment
Detective Gavin DeGrassi steps into the world of BDSM to solve the
brutal slaying of Dom George Kaiser, his course is not his own.
Mesmerized by the context in which the victim lived and the images of
the lifestyle seared into his soul, Gavin must find a way to navigate
these unknown waters. With his personal life in upheaval due to marital
trouble, and his professional life uncertain with the assignment of a
new partner, Gavin needs all the help he can get understanding the case.
Enter Ben Haverson, a psychologist and a well known Dom. With Ben’s help as a consultant and attention to Gavin's own murky truths, Gavin delves deeper than he ever thought he would into the world of restraints and paddles. Forced to scrutinize his true nature and his innermost desires, Gavin has a choice: keep the fear of submitting at bay, or dive in and solve the case with the knowledge he gains. When another victim is discovered, Gavin’s choice is made for him, and he’s pulled headlong into the deepest, most emotional journey of his life.
Unfortunately for him and Ben, a killer has noticed, has taken stock, and has set his sights on the D/s pair. Can Gavin outwit him, or will his first exchange of power be his last?
Warning: Some readers may find this book triggering and will wish to avoid it. There is off page and on page (male) rape as well as some fairly graphic violence (all on the part of the villain).
Enter Ben Haverson, a psychologist and a well known Dom. With Ben’s help as a consultant and attention to Gavin's own murky truths, Gavin delves deeper than he ever thought he would into the world of restraints and paddles. Forced to scrutinize his true nature and his innermost desires, Gavin has a choice: keep the fear of submitting at bay, or dive in and solve the case with the knowledge he gains. When another victim is discovered, Gavin’s choice is made for him, and he’s pulled headlong into the deepest, most emotional journey of his life.
Unfortunately for him and Ben, a killer has noticed, has taken stock, and has set his sights on the D/s pair. Can Gavin outwit him, or will his first exchange of power be his last?
Warning: Some readers may find this book triggering and will wish to avoid it. There is off page and on page (male) rape as well as some fairly graphic violence (all on the part of the villain).
What worked for me (and what didn't): I had heard nothing but good things about this book and it turned out to be just what I was in the mood for. I stayed up way too late the other night finishing it. It's not without flaws, but overall, it was a great read and I'm excited to read the second book in the series and see where the author takes these characters next.